It's a SIN!!!

to hate... but I hate you. You hate me too sooooooo....

Well... soooo. chess game over?!?

Weeping Willows

He said he wants to rip out one tree and replace it with a weeping willow. That made me smile. I remember in high school when I was sad and lonely I would take the bus or drive to Forest Park and sit underneath a weeping willow. I would usually cry, question Bob. I felt safe, hidden away.

My body is burning from the disappointment I feel towards myself. All I want is to be able to run away to that tree. Cry. Hide.

I am scared of what is to come. I feel like Bob has taken a vacation away from me. Maybe he is sitting underneath the tree.

The Sun is Shining...

at least it was yesterday. Oh and also yesterday, I found out my uncle died on Thursday.

I immediately started to smile. I even did a little dance. When I got home, I popped a bottle of champagne.

My only sadness of this news: he will be buried next to grandma. He doesn't deserve that privilege.

So...

Here we go again!

For a couple of months I will be writing in a different religious blog. I am not abandoning my journey... just rerouting it for awhile...

http://buiismtaketwo.blogspot.com/