Overwhelmed

This isn't even my main blog about my life but since it is a blog about my religious journey, my feelings and thoughts at the moment will fit well in this blog.

I believe in God. I do. The last 24 years of my life, my relationship with God has been one of love and hate and for a long time there was no relationship at all. No matter what I feel towards God I cannot stop asking "why?" "Why me?"

Karma? Maybe, but if that were true, I was a really, really bad person before. That makes me very sad.

I guess I wanted to write and share the things I was feeling but I just realized I am not ready.